Hypothetical Zigzags

If I had to live my life over again

I’d choose to actually live it this time,

Through both sunshine and shadow

I’d overgrow the chained silence

And smile.

In my second life,

There’d be no vulnerable shelter,

My own heart wouldn't beat in two places at once,

I’d hide and run away but never let down.

If I could live this life over,

I’d choose to leave everything behind,

Forever hostile to common senses,
an outlawed pardoner,

I’d bless the disguised angels but deny strong bodies

To fatal evils rooted in chaos

And vanity sabotage.

Inflamed hearts would be sunk in the ocean;

A newly born dawn-

Would be supposed to break and dispose

The framed moment spurs while slowly deleting  the parallel lines.